11-21-2003, 01:27 PM
The past 2 days i have been soo depressed and soo worried over the fear and the dissions that are going to be made in the next week or even days. Ive gotten to be soo depressed that in the last 2days i have only eatin half a ceral bar, an appple, and half a hamburger. And if i dont force my self to eat im not hungry. All i do is just sit here feeling my stomach being empty and never feeling hungry. Ive been soo tired and numb that nothing is makeing me happy, not even a joke i hear durring the day. I cant smile, or even go to sleep easliy. I feel soo miserable and i cant snap out of it.
The never ending dream...<3