11-08-2003, 11:00 AM
i am in a relationship where we argue alot. pretty much everyday.some arguments have become alittle agressive. him throwing or pushing me against a wall or grabbing my arm with some force. put his hands on my thorat...all because of accusations. i never have cheated on him yet he thinks i do and have. i had a hicky on me one day and he saw it while we were being intimate. i have never slept with anyone else but him since we have been together.i love him. he has a heart condition aswell. he has pulled out a knife on me once or twice. sometimes he pulss my hair in front of his frends and grabs me to agressivley.i feel stupid. he doesnt like me talking to guys and if he could stop me he wouldnt have me talking to girls either. he accuses me of infedelity, lesbianism/bisexuality,and of lieing. none of that has been to the present. we have known each other for 1 year next month. he breaks up with me every month and i beg him back. i have never done this. he calls me a hoe, ****, hoodrat, and a b*tch. i fear him when he is angry.