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05-11-2010, 03:35 AM
Dear ****,
Yeah... so you've problems. We all do. That gives you no excuse to the way your treating everybody. I used to be a firm believer in 2nd chances... and 3rd... and 4th... etc, but now i couldn't be f*cking bothered. Everybody just f*cks you about. So yeah, understand if im avoiding you.
And next time, it'd be nice if you kept your yap shut about how 'uncompassionate' i am in public. Ive been through alot more than you, and you don't know the half of it. So yeah. Forgive me if i'm a little bit more guarded about my feelings.
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05-11-2010, 06:29 AM
Dear ^
Hoping most things are well. Is this the same situation that's been repeated a few times with you? If so, am I right in thinking I know her?
Dear peoples
Let's keep this friendship, yeah? I like being friends. I don't want to be anything else or anything more.
I'm just forseeing the inevitable.. even if I am covered in psoriasis.. and it makes me sound up my own arsé.
Easy enough rejecting people nicely. But I'm going back into that little stage where I'd rather noone touched me. Don't hold my hand or even let your elbow brush against me, I can't stand it, it makes me want to be sick. Bad thoughts.
Ugh, speaking of.
"You can't be creative when you're completely happy." - P!nk
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05-12-2010, 02:53 AM
Dear Jaime, I am very sad. Are you sure you want to get to know me? You see I really like John still. I do not understand why he will not call me or ask me out again. Maybe you are right. He just does not like me.
Dear life, I stayed up way too late last night. Dear family, I spend too much money on you guys, but I love you, just the same.
Dear wardrobe, you are getting beyond old. I need new clothes!!!!
You are the architect of your life.....
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05-15-2010, 03:10 AM
Dear world,
He slept with another girl from the guild on WoW, and then announced it to 30-40 people (she wasn't there) over Vent this morning. I take back what I've said - Matt is a manwhore. She got dumped by her fiance last week, and then she slept with Matt. Me being me, logged off and set my Facebook status as "Douchebag Douchebag Douchebag! Go die in a hole you manipulating ****head." He then commented and said "me?  " So he obviously knows that it upset me. He knew I was on vent at the time, and he knew it would upset me. Did he say it just to piss me off? I just wish I hadn't already ordered him a stupid ****ing housewarming gift to give to him when I go up to Sydney this weekend. **** him **** him **** him!
This is the end... Beautiful friend, the end...
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05-15-2010, 07:51 AM
Dear F&F and MaryJane, you all have convinced me to move on. How ever difficult, I will. Yes, ALL of you are right, I need more than a text message friend. I am also going back to yoga and church just for the socializing aspect. And, I have a date with someone else next weekend and for once, I won't cancel it again. I will go. All of you are right, I don't need to be alone so much. Not healthy.
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05-15-2010, 12:13 PM
Dear Corpse,
I am so sorry. I wish I had something better, but I am so sorry, you're right **** him. You can do so much better.
"I remember when feeling dirty meant you used to take a shower" - Unknown
"My sadness is
Translated into madness
I spell meaningless words
A poem for sorrow and death" - Rotting Christ
"Once I sat down and pondered
About a sense I have wondered
I have searched my deep, inner core
And I said... to think I shall not anymore..." - Agathodaimon
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05-16-2010, 05:42 AM
Dear world, why does life have to be so f'n hard and lonely? I remember when I lived in CA and I had the kids visiting me, family and friends running in and out of my house but I still felt lonley because I wanted to meet that special someone. I tried to date a little bit in CA and had a long term relationship that ended amicably but then after that I was very lonely and wanted more for my career so I moved away and it was the mistake of my life. I have never fit in in this community, the work place or have I really met friends that were like the one I had in CA. I still have not met that special someone, as a matter of fact I have met loosers. But then, I shall not give up. After the rain, there is perhaps a little sunshine. yea?
Yep, I need to keep telling myself he is a looser. That is why he can't call me, promises to call and does not, looks at other women on the internet yet talks about sex. No, I'm not going to let myself fall for him. Because what if we got into a relationship and then, he stopped calling and coming over for no reason. I can not trust him. So, yea, time to really move on. I will stop text messaging him too. He just does not know that I could have been the nicest friend he had since his divorce but yea, now he will never know. I had my friend make a fake profile and trick him and he fell for it twice. So, yea, time to move on. I would never have done something like that if I trusted him or if he was calling me. I would have given him the benefit of the doubt. But now I know. He is a liar, a cheater and not that good looking. So, yea, no loss for me. I can move on. No problem.
Dear Corpse, I know how you feel. But yea, you deserve better than Matt too. So, just like me, you need to move on too. We both will find someone who treats us with respect and loves and cares about us. Hugs!
You are the architect of your life.....
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05-17-2010, 03:21 AM
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Hoping most things are well. Is this the same situation that's been repeated a few times with you? If so, am I right in thinking I know her?
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nawh i think you know of her =] but you don't know her personally. She wasn't part of our little trio =p So its kinda different, yet the same. I'm feeling the pressure to either confront her (which ive already done), ignore her or try and care. But i really am sick of caring when people just push you away.
Dear Eh ?
Do i just attract abnormalities
xo
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05-17-2010, 02:55 PM
Dear world, He did not do anything wrong. Really, it is not like we had a relationship. Not yet. I am the one who was wrong. I am the one who made the phoney profile up with my friend's help. I am the one who got all snoopy and looked him up and he bit the bait. I wasn't exactly laughing but I felt like he misrepresented himself to me. I was hoping for a friend who took the inititative to want to spend time geting to know me. I was hoping for a friend who could build that friendship into a meaningful relationship. I was hoping for what I had with JC. Well maybe that was too big to even hope for ever. John disappointed me. He is not who I thought he was but really he did not do anything wrong. It is just that now I do not know that I could trust him or even want a relationship with him.
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05-17-2010, 03:30 PM
Dear WeeZ
I say confront. Let me know when so I can walk past and say "She slabberin'? She slabberin' to you Lou? Fair dig."[/milly].
Srsly though, with people like that you don't have alot of choices. :P Just do what suits -you-. 
Dear my lovie
I just don't want a relationship right now, and even an open one doesn't seem enough for you. Argh idk what to do or how to do it.
"You can't be creative when you're completely happy." - P!nk
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Courtesy of the convo between me and puff when my fingers spasmed:
no ****ing animals in ze jumbo non-balloon vehicle okay? asshole?
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Look straight at me, you will see yourself"
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05-17-2010, 09:21 PM
Dear world,
I'm slowly getting past Matt. I tend to ignore him in Vent/WoW, especially if it's in a group conversation and he's still dogging on this girl. I don't think I'll be seeing him on the weekend. He asked when I was coming up, and I told him Friday. He replied "sigh" and left it at that. I'm not going to play these stupid ****ing games anymore. I don't need him.
This is the end... Beautiful friend, the end...
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05-18-2010, 01:27 AM
Dear world,
Am I a bad person? He didn't break up with her cause of me.......and all he and I did was make out and give each other oral sex. I know he's my bff's ex bf. I know it's recent. But I really liked it..and I really like him even though I know I'm not relationship ready...Why should I feel so bad about this? Why is this taboo? You meet people through people...I just feel like it shouldn't be this bad....why do I feel so guilty...? I'm trash.
"My open-ness is how I lie, my submission is how I control."
None of us are virgins, life has screwed us all. 
Sometimes you have to fall in order to see who will be there to catch you.
I'm Bisexual.
No,that doesn't mean I'm gay and in denial.
No, that doesn't mean I'm straight and horny as hell.
Yes, that does mean I'm twice as likely to have a date this weekend. =P
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05-18-2010, 02:59 PM
Dear Tore, you are NOT a bad person. You did not break anyone up and it was consentual. So yea, no need to feel guilty.
Dear world, I want what me and JC had. Wow, it's been years but still. Is it possible someday? I hope so.
Dear jaime, I'm sorry I have to cancel our date. It is just not in my heart. I don't even know who I am or what I want anymore. I am such a mess. Oh yea, I know what I want. I repeat. I want what me and JC had but I don't know with who or how to even begin.
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05-18-2010, 04:35 PM
Dear Voltaire,
I had to chime in here I may not know you well but from all I have read from you you are the farthest thing from being trash. Don't hate yourself because you are human and had a need which he took care of for you. You have done nothing wrong and therefore have no reason to hate yourself.
"I remember when feeling dirty meant you used to take a shower" - Unknown
"My sadness is
Translated into madness
I spell meaningless words
A poem for sorrow and death" - Rotting Christ
"Once I sat down and pondered
About a sense I have wondered
I have searched my deep, inner core
And I said... to think I shall not anymore..." - Agathodaimon
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05-18-2010, 08:40 PM
Dear world,
I'm going to Sydney on Friday. I have a ****load of stuff I'm planning to do. Piercings, seeing friends, and the Open Day. I'm not going to see Matt, and I couldn't care less.
This is the end... Beautiful friend, the end...
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