[lost-and-confused]

I've been coping
I've been doing well
Life had been getting better
I moved away from home, i'm living near my boyfriend
I was learning how to work around life in healthier way
I was learning how to ignore my depression in healthier ways and it wasn't really bothering me any more
I was rarely cutting
i had managed to stop my eating disorders completely

Then i had to **** everything up, like i always do

I hate forums like this because i feel like its too many people dealing with the same issues to really help eachother, more just allow a place where its ok to feel like this and to do the things we do

i dont know where else to turn.....






(This is my statement - sorry if i'm posting similar things in similar catagories. I'm frustrated, and i dont know what to do with myself so i'm going to post in each of the catagories that are bothering me. Dont get mad at me for posting similar threads, i need to... I'm losing control of myself right now.....)

[r!ot,,]

don't think that just because other people are going throuh similar problems, urs aren' good enough or whatever to take time to reply to,

remember that no 2 peoples problems are the same, yeah people can relate but it's not exactly the same.

what actually went wrong n made you cave and start everything all over?

xx

[lost-and-confused]

College. Life. a bunch of stuff with my fiance...