I know it's so stupid to seem obsessed about sex with him so much I'm doing this to myself but we've not seen eachother for 3 weeks now. In that time we've had a hard time, he's not happy about me doing photoshoots of a certain nature and we've fallen out near to the point of heartcbreak.
We've made up and all I want to do is make love (i'm so sorry for the soppiness here!!). The last I went to see him I was on so we havent had sex in...like a month! I know that's not a big deal to most epople but out relationship is intensly physical as well as emotional.
I can't have sex when I'm on becuase I feel like crap
I'm sorry it seems like i'm throwing advice back in epoples faces, I'm not! I just arg! I dom't know. I'm torn.
I'll stop after this visit. I will, I'll start eating again.