03-31-2007, 04:00 PM
When I was depressed I felt empty...like there was nothing that I really wanted to do, nothing that I really cared about. I attempted suicide once so I must have wanted to die at the time, but I remember a period where I wanted to live but just couldn't see the point, if that makes sense.
Things are completely different now for me, though. I have people to live for and things to care about. Those feelings (or lack of them) won't last forever. One day you'll find happiness, maybe where you least expect it.
Rather die in your arms than die lonesome Rather die half than die hollow The higher that I climb, the deeper I fall down I'm running out of time so let's dance while we're waiting.
I miss you Sha, and alll of your family, I hope I get to see you all again, even if just once. God bless.