Im incredibly scared.Some people say that the first time is the deepest, but not for me, it keeps on getting worse and worse every time i cut.I really dont know what to do anymore....People make my life so much harder.Does anyone elses cuts get deeper? I think they do because i see that i dont bleed as much and people do worse without killing themselves so why cant I??

mine get deeper just like yours. the first time i barely made myself bleed. but now sometimes i bleed so much it really freaks me out. if you need someone to talk to try to find a friend who can relate to your situation or someone you trust. i'm always here too.

i dont think u guys should be discussing this. its very triggering. yeah u might say 'well u shouldnt have looked and no one made u look'. well i did look becuz im trying to help people, and this board is trying to help people, if u read the rules it says 'nothing that may trigger somebody' or something along that line.

so please,
stop with the details and stuff.

I understand but they are not triggering you they are asking for help try to let up listen to music or write things down. :blink:

-Random