Perhaps you should listen to your heart a little more rather than your head all the time?
Although it has got you into trouble in the past.
And why do you have to drink so much to even begin to understand what your heart is saying?
Then again maybe it's easier to just pretend that you're content. Each moment of clarity just drops you into an abyss of sorrow and desperation.
I just want to get lost in my beautiful self
I just want to get lost in the city
I don't want to live forever
I want to die a beautiful death
im sorry i never gave you a chance. What you gave me was more special, in a way, than what anyone else has, and you changed me to the very core. sometimes when I remember you, I wish it was me who lived and died oblivious... and that