[I'veBecomeSoNumb]

i recently relapsed back into the world of eating disorders my name is charlotte abbott i've been in a childerens mental hospital once when i was 15 and i was in adrian house 3 times as an adult but they never took notice of my eating disorder i was only just too big about 3 pounds over underweight i used to use throwing up to just get rid of small amounts of food i couldnt handle but now i eat alot and throw it up

im scared its been about 6 times a day and im slowly losing weight but not fast enough i just wanna cry when i look at myself...please help...