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Why can't I stop... S.I. Warning... - 12-26-2011, 07:16 PM

Why can't I stop... I just keep doing this... By now you would think I would have found a better way to deal with the pain and suffering... but I don't... Just scars on top of scars... Its getting out of hand again...
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12-29-2011, 06:33 AM

I love your avatar! I agree 100%

Do you really want to stop?


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12-30-2011, 01:22 PM

Good question... i think its as much a habit as a need...

Thanks for checking in with me...
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03-23-2012, 08:50 AM

2 Months and 5 days without S.I.

Its a start...
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06-02-2012, 12:30 AM

I hope it doesn't sound condescending if I say that I'm proud of you.

There are still times when I'm tempted to cut or burn. I don't do it because I know I'll feel better for about five minutes afterwards, and then hate myself for having given in to the urge.


Rather die in your arms than die lonesome Rather die half than die hollow The higher that I climb, the deeper I fall down I'm running out of time so let's dance while we're waiting.



I miss you Sha, and alll of your family, I hope I get to see you all again, even if just once. God bless.
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01-05-2013, 03:44 AM

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Originally Posted by insideiamdying View Post
2 Months and 5 days without S.I.

Its a start...
yes... yes it is, && you can continue && just take one day at a time && eventually more time would pass... hey look... its been a yr almost since you made this post. How do you feel now? still going strong with being able to quit?

&& what Avenger said is good advice && i also agree with what he said. Really think about things long term before doing anything drastic. u know?


Thick
fingers around my neck are grasping in,
waiting for the moment to slide in,
have a drink && let this game begin.
flashlight.
polaroid and one cheap glass of white
i think the moon is full,
i've come undone.
pieces fall this game has just begun.
play me.
the next move is you.
play me,
i'm begging you to.
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