08-15-2007, 12:51 PM
I know how you feel.
And i've been there. unfortunatley, at my suicide attempt i failed.
but even though. i totally hate myself for not going through with it all the way. i'm kinda glad that i'm still alive. yeah.. life sucks, but everyone has issues, and how you cope with those issues should determine how you live your life. i dont know whats stopping you either, but maybe some part of you isnt ready to let go yet, maybe you feel that if you just live a little while longer then you will find that someone who cares for you. Me wanting to commit suicide was because i didnt feel loved. but i was kinda wrong. and if you dont feel loved, then maybe your worng to. i dont know you, but i'll be happy to consider you as a friend if you want. and i'm always here if you want to talk. Thta is if you think my advice doesnt suck. cause if you do, i understanfd. anyways....
you may think that ppl call you selfish and aweful now, but kjilling yourself will be the most selfish thing that anyone could ever do. hahahaa, i sound like a freakin hypocrite, but anyways.... i know you've probably heard this beofre. "life gets better" i mean who hasnt, but in a way its sorta true. life sucks, thats how it is, but it doesnt always suck, if your willing ot live it in a way that you feel makes you happy. suicide isnt the answer.
i dunno if i helped, but thats just my opinion.
Best of luck
and Take care.
fingers around my neck are grasping in,
waiting for the moment to slide in,
have a drink && let this game begin.
polaroid and one cheap glass of white
i think the moon is full,
i've come undone.
pieces fall this game has just begun.
the next move is you.
i'm begging you to.