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Is it normal to.. - 03-31-2007, 03:38 PM

Is it normal to feel like...like you don't feel anything at all? I'm not happy, I'm not sad, I'm not mad..I just..am =S. Is that normal? I was depressed all the time...but it stopped..like a month ago. I thought it was good..but I'm not happy...I just...I don't feel anything.
Is that normal? Is that ok?


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03-31-2007, 04:00 PM

When I was depressed I felt empty...like there was nothing that I really wanted to do, nothing that I really cared about. I attempted suicide once so I must have wanted to die at the time, but I remember a period where I wanted to live but just couldn't see the point, if that makes sense.

Things are completely different now for me, though. I have people to live for and things to care about. Those feelings (or lack of them) won't last forever. One day you'll find happiness, maybe where you least expect it.


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03-31-2007, 08:56 PM

Just wanted to reassure you that you're not alone. Lately I've been just existing too. Not happy, not sad. Just there, just kind of moving on and waiting for something better. But maybe you and I have to fight for it. Go out and find something to enjoy and immerse ourselves in. I know happiness is an attainable goal for everyone if they just know what makes them happy and strive for it. My problem is I don't know what makes me feel happy anymore. So I'm off on another self journey to find what I'm looking for. And I know you can find it too. Keep in touch okay?
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04-01-2007, 03:00 PM

Thanks for answering me.
Well..I just stared university so I guess I could find something to "enjoy" here...I mean I do like what I chose to study after all..but I'm not happy..Im "OK"...I'll try to find happiness..I've been trying to find it since I can remember..


"Everyday I fight a war against the mirror..I can't take the person starring back at me!"

"She gets wound up
she gets higher by the minute
Turns the sound up
To drown out all the pain
They all think they know her
But no one really knows
That she goes a little crazy sometimes!"


"I dont know the first time I felt unbeautiful, the day I chose not to eat..What I do know it's how it changed my life forever.."
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