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Creation Date: 08-11-2007 06:56 PM

of a sunless mind


Life is bleh (?)

So I'm sick, my doc has no fûcking idea why and I feel like shiiiat and I've been puking all day long and yesterday too and and and and I haven't eaten in two days and I'm hungry because I puke all that I eat and I'm alone and bored and my stomach hurts and tomorrow I'll be able to see my blood tests online and I hope they're fúcking awesome. Today when I woke up my left arm was numb and it took me at least an hour to feel it again and hell knows if I know why. I hadn't felt this bad in a long time but last time at least I had Harvey to take care of me and the time before that I was like 13 and my mum would take care of me, or at least let me stay home and not go to school and made my aunt bring me food while she pretended to care. All I know is that I can't eat sushi because sushi is made of raw fish and raw fish could contain worms and stuff that could grow fangs and attack my (not so) immune system, making me lose another bunch of precious fücking better-than-nothing extremely weakened white cells. Which means I could get really sick and DIE, people, DIE. DIE BECAUSE OF SASHIMI. Well fùck, at least I'll be eating something good, though I'd much rather asphyxiate with a peanut down my throat kthxbai.

You know what, I'm angry. I hate most of you anyway. I don't even know why I'm writing this here. I hate all this.

You know, cool kids die at 27; I bet I'll die at 27. It makes sense to me, though right now it seems long.

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Comments (6)

#1 posted 11-10-2008 05:22 PM by Maikki

Damn, I hope you'll get better soon. Lots of hugs and good vibes for you. Love you.

#2 posted 11-10-2008 05:25 PM by Sisko

Ah well, you're one of the ones I don't hate. Thanks.

#3 posted 11-10-2008 05:31 PM by Puffshkin

*I don't know whether I should reply or not D: * But yeah what Maikki said.. Me hopes the blood tests are good and that = ] xx

#4 posted 11-10-2008 05:58 PM by Jonathan

You're in my thoughts, Sisko. *hug.

#5 posted 11-11-2008 08:16 AM by Voltaire

I kind of had some sickness thing like that, it was like a random stomach flu and it was excruciating. I hope you get better, I don't care if you hate me or not, cause I love you. <3 I'm here for you, if you want me.

#6 posted 11-12-2008 08:08 PM by EmilyRose

oh wow. i would say i hope you feel better, but its wasted luck. i know you hate me. and im ok with that. but that still doesnt mean i want you to die.