Something random

ok... so today was a mixture of both good and bad.. and i kinda feel like this is going to be one of those long journal rants where i just talk about a bunch of random **** thats going on inside my head cos i kinda feel like if i dont say it out loud then my head will explode. so yeah. i went to work, started at 8:30. that was hell... oh gawd waking up that early after being out so late. haha... which reminds me thats another thing i want to talk about. yesterday night i was with keenan. which was good but not something i expected to happen. ever since i found out he's not really my cousin im not sure on how to feel about him. i mean i know i use to like him when i was younger but now that im older. idk
i spent time with andrew, but im not really sure if he will forgive me or not. i did some pretty stupid stuff. but he was an even worse as*hole, so in my opinion he doesnt deserve to be mad. but i guess that just means he really did like me. once again... idk. ppl r so confusing sometimes.
ok... maybe i was wrong... i got distracted and now that its a couple of days later i dont really feel like ranting anymore