posted 09-30-2007 09:23 PM by
*sighs angerily and deeply* Sometimes, I am the stupidest person alive.
I've been so lonely it's kind of ridiculous. I see a person I know and I cling to them and want to spend my evening with them. I'm scared I'll annoy them. I'm scared they have nothing to do with me and I'm just being a crazy person.
I've been sleeping with Scott.. not having sex or anything.. but sleeping next to in his dorm. This was a bad idea because of how bizarre I find it. I understand my psychological reasonings behind it (i'm