posted 09-09-2008 09:05 PM by
I was driving along the highway today and a log truck was speeding in the opposite direction. For just a brief second all I wanted was to pull my wheel and steer into the trucks path. It's not that I want to kill myself; it's just that I want it all to end. I want to know when I fall asleep I won't have to wake up in the morning. I don't want to kill myself but neither do I want to have to keep on living. I'm constantly struggling, fighting to make it through to the next day... but why? I just want to give up - to rest... to be at peace.