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Creation Date: 05-27-2008 05:37 PM


Falling Asleep

I was driving along the highway today and a log truck was speeding in the opposite direction. For just a brief second all I wanted was to pull my wheel and steer into the trucks path. It's not that I want to kill myself; it's just that I want it all to end. I want to know when I fall asleep I won't have to wake up in the morning. I don't want to kill myself but neither do I want to have to keep on living. I'm constantly struggling, fighting to make it through to the next day... but why? I just want to give up - to rest... to be at peace.