posted 09-08-2008 01:58 AM by
I feel like long ago I was shattered and up until now all the pieces have just been balancing in place. Now they are starting to fall away - leaving me not only broken but incomplete. I don't know how to gather the pieces or put them back together. I just want to give up - i want to stop pushing forward. Taking it one day at a time doesn't work. If I don't look forward I get behind and feel horribly trapped; but looking into the future terrifies me. I feel like the lights are getting further away leaving a suffocating darkness. I don't know what else I can do to fight it. I'm exhausted...
I just want to give up