posted 07-12-2008 07:45 AM by
8 years ago my dad died
5 years ago developed an eating disorder
4 years ago I recognised I had clinical depression
3.5 years ago I met the man I was to fall in love with
5 months ago I broke up with the man I was in love with
Now all I want is to say is that in 1 month, 1 day or even 1 hour I will die. I don't want to live anymore. I don't want to deal anymore. I don't want to add to the list... but no such luck; I have to live, I have to cope, I have to keep going on and I cant think of anything worse!!
I want to GIVE UP.