since school began,
a whole four weeks ago,
i have been stoned all day, evey day,
i have almost been raped like four times,
made a new best friend and had her move away,
and just in the last week i have attained over 20 new bruises,
a few scratches,
some non-self inflicted cuts,
almost broken a finger and two knuckles.
i've almost been arrested three times,
and i realised that i avidly hate the world.
really it seems like if i dont self destruct im going to just fall apart piece by piece.