ugh,
im this kid who always seems to get it,
like im super helpful and a bomb person to talk to,
but lately i just havent been so helpful,
i dont know what to do,
what to say,
anything and its tripping me out.
i dont like,
i would kill just to normal again,
i want to be happy,
and stuff,
i mean my life is rad exsept for one thing,
and i know death is a hard thing for anyone to deal with,
let alone some one like me.
but I really want to get over it,
devin told me not to mourn over him,
but I almost feel like I don't have a choice,
I just can't help but feel bad when I notice
oh **** devin's not gonna be here for that,
its terrible.
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06-23-2008 04:19 PM