oh my, oh me...
if only, if only.
I'm always tired
I can't think
I can't breathe
it hurts to move
it hurts my eyes to see.
it pisses me off.
i dont get it,
i have too much anxiety.
i think too much
i hate too much.
i lie too much.
i cant stand much anymore.
im too deluded in my self-doubt.
Last night i let nirvana play all night long for the first time.
Last night my love devin didnt show up.
Where did you sleep last night?
dont lie to me.
Today I told my best friend I cut myself.
he said its no big deal.
I said its no big deal if i die?
I even think it would be.
On a blood loss high,
i think of how low i am.
I think of how id kill to write the perfect line.
Why cant i be eloquent?
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05-14-2008 09:44 PM