posted 04-15-2008 10:12 PM by
This day is odd...I feel so god damn weak. Today was out of control. I had a muffin, coffee, a sprite, water, less than 1/2 a cup of tomato soup, a piece of toast, and a side salad from Jack in the box. . . I almost broke down crying in front of my boyfriend...How could I let myself go that much?? This morning, I knew I was going to work out on Wed. so, to not pass out, I decided to eat just a little bit more than usual...but it turned into this....I don't know what happened..I had so much self control until tonight.
From this point on, the restrictions will get more and more severe...
Wow..what an introductory blog entry...heh. . .