posted 01-17-2010 10:10 AM by
ok so this is what happened. My mom and dad were to visit my aunt and uncle and they left the decision to me whether I would come along or not.
So yesterday evening my mom asked me if she had to wake me up at a certain time and I asked why. She said she just asked. So this morning she woke me up and said I needed to get ready to visit my aunt and uncle. BUT I never said I would go. So I went downstairs and said, in the presence of my dad, that I won't go. So she immediately said 'why not?' 'they're not going to like that you didn't come along' yadda yadda yadda. She always does that. She still thinks that pulling the guilt-card is going to get her what she wants. My dad simply said that it was up to me to decide. So I told her she should stop pulling the guilt-card every single time I don't want to go. So they went.. and after they got back the first thing my mom said was 'guess what they asked when we were there?' I 'what?' 'they asked where you were' and I was like ARGH YOU ASFJGHDSJGFALDSGF! why can't she just leave me alone! well.. my first thought was were the hell is my tool so I can cut.
The thought of later on showing the cuts and saying 'look what you did' makes me laugh, but it's not exactly her fault and I wouldn't do it either rest assured. I just wish she would quit making me feel guilty for everything. It's bad enough that I have trouble saying no to people she doesn't need to rub it in.
I already knew this was going to happen yesterday.. it just sucks that my expectations were met. Gods I need some distraction. atleast I don't feel like throwing up anymore