the real me

I know it's not something to be happy about, but..
someone I know very well cuts too and we kinda talked..
I talk with he/she if I can and made the promise to tell when I was about to cut,
but I can't because I know I wouldn't cut if I told I wanted to..
I guess I'm really starting to get addicted again.. ;__;

Good news though I almost went 3 months without.. maybe even longer

I think I need to make a difference between cuts that don't bleed and just cuts =s
I mean.. It's still kinda the same right? same principle and all that..
so anyway it's now scratches and cuts for me.. kinda =s dunno =s

weird thing though a couple of weeks ago when i had a bit.. well more than a bit to drink.. i cut but it took a while to bleed =s is that normal?

-x-
kyrena

I guess I need to cut so I don't fall apart..