posted 04-01-2008 04:13 PM by
It's a disease, and it's unpleasant... but I don't know if I can give it up.
And seeing the way others struggle, seeing how they think the same way that I do, and seeing how others have failed to give it up... it makes me depressed. Becuz I figure, well, in the end I really don't have any control, do I? And even when I thought I had stopped... well, who could tell anyway? I go through the cycle ...
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