posted 09-21-2007 07:23 AM by
Okay so I guess my last post didn't have a lot about me in it. Just my ramblings.
So in this one I will tell you more about me
I love coke (the drink) its how I function everyday. I can't live without it. (well I could just don't want to)
I am a freshman at a University
I am pre-nursing
I love animals, I work at a local pet store and its one of the things I love to do.
I like to be left alone most of the time and there is only a few that could call me and I might pick up. (AM, AF, LK, EO, )
I hate alot of things
Like when you are on break at work and some guy comes up and has a conversation with you without you saying anything
Or whenever this happens at school
I am not very religious but am trying to get back to that. The only problem is that I am pretty apathetic about most things including this.
When I was in 5th grade I started to SI, in different forms but really didn't know what I was doing. Bitting, scratching..whatnot
I started cutting in 9th grade. Stopped in the middle of 10th and started again at the end of 12th (I did random SI between that gap)
I had a boyfriend for almost 3 years. (CA) I broke up with him pretty random but I guess I have my own reasons. (FYI I have never cut over a boy) The only reason this relationship lasted so long was because he was self-cented and never noticed if I was depressed or what not and for some reason that worked for me. I never had to talk about how I was feeling so therefore I could still be closed off.
I hate taking compliments. I fell like I am a fake when people tell me anything great about myself.
I have alot of guys interested in me right now. (JG,D?, A?.I don't know their last name..) and I hate that. I am not looking for anyone.
Oh and did I mention I am a girl? I got the nickname Jimmy a couple of years ago. Green day had a song called ST. Jimmy and my friends said that the song reminded them of me.
I don't think I deserve what I have.
I have a sister TM
I have hated myself for a very long time, longer then I can remember.
I support TWLOHA.
I think that is it for now