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I Make Myself...

posted 12-27-2007 05:53 AM by lucki_jinx

Sick.

Lately, I've been twisted. Everything is warped and dark. I want to harm myself in so many ways. So many painful ways. I hate myself. Christmas is over and I'm still so depressed I can cry just thinking about simple things. It seems I cry myself to sleep every night, usually for no reason. Its pathetic.

I'm pathetic. I've become whiney and teary and annoying even to myself. I'm sick of me.

-jinx

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#1 posted 12-27-2007 05:59 AM by Maikki

It's not pathetic. It means you're really hurt and that you needed to find a way cope with the sadness. It's a normal reaction and a much healthier way. Try to refrain from doing some serious harm to yourself. That's the only thing I could ask. And you know I'll try to help you as much as I can. And you're not whiney or teary or pathetic or annoying to me. You're a great and kind girl. Try to believe it, because you're amazing *hugs*

#2 posted 12-27-2007 07:49 AM by fallen_star

It's not pathetic. Even if you think there's no reason, there must be. Depression does funny things. Please, try not to do anything you'll regret. Maybe you could talk through it with someone? And you can PM me if you like. I hope things start looking up soon...