posted 12-27-2007 05:53 AM by
Lately, I've been twisted. Everything is warped and dark. I want to harm myself in so many ways. So many painful ways. I hate myself. Christmas is over and I'm still so depressed I can cry just thinking about simple things. It seems I cry myself to sleep every night, usually for no reason. Its pathetic.
I'm pathetic. I've become whiney and teary and annoying even to myself. I'm sick of me.