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Just a Jinx

Creation Date: 09-11-2007 10:12 AM

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Cookies.

I am surrounded by people. I was weak and ate cookies. They won and I hate it. Now I cannot purge. Now I want to die. I hate the feeling of food in my stomach. I hate that there's something inside me that I don't want to be there.

I want to cut.

my head hurts

im lonely....

-jinx

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#1 posted 12-06-2007 07:03 AM by x-laura-jo-x

i no how you feel [ you proberly hear that all the time ] i realy hate the feeling of food in me but you can just excercis it off 1 cookie is about 50 sit ups you dont what to die belive me just think of all the good times and people it will take away some pain l a u r a - j o [ x ]

#2 posted 12-06-2007 12:46 PM by salerk

a really dear friend of mine was in your possision one day, its never going to be easy what your going through, so many people willing and wanting to help you. as for not being able to purge that time that must have been very hard on you, dont beet yourself up, you did not do anything bad, so dont be mad at yourself. you feel like you did, and that Is understandable, but cuting wont help if you ever need someone to talk to, we are here for you allways ok Be strong. you can do it.