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  #55 New 07-13-2011 11:06 PM
Ok.

I'm going to art school.

After that I'm going to film school, and I'm going to study abroad in England. I've become obsessed with the film industry, and the art of filmmaking, and the history of cinema, and now all I long to do is be like Andy Warhol, and live in a little art house and make little art house films, and paint and do drugs, because that's what I'm doing now, and it's working out pretty well for me.

This is all I think about.

I'm making a film set in the 70's about a lesbian.
It's going to be great.

I think I'm a lesbian, I can't quite declare that, because I'm in love with a guy. But he's my one exception, and officially the most incredible person in the world.
If I can just talk about him for a second... He's three years older than me, perfect in every way I could care about, smart, so smart, eager, brilliant, bizarre, exactly like me, but less crude.

I'm smoking all the weed in California. I'm really into psychedelics, I spend a lot of time reading Leary, Ginsberg, Kerouac, Whitman, and various things related to those authors.

I'm really not down anymore, after I shroomed for the second time, I just couldn't be low anymore, and then doing acid sorta fried the blues away. I won't advocate drug use, but mates, you gotta free your minds, life is so much better for me now.

I'm entering a new period in my life, and it's happiness... I can't remember being happy. So this is really exciting.

This world's really really beautiful, just ****, you gotta realise how gorgeous life as an event is, how rare it may be in this infinitely huge Universe and how blessed we are that our matter gained consciousness in the cosmos and we were put on this beautiful planet with its fabulous diversities of life... Plants and ****, man... I'm telling you, peace of mind is a mind expanded.

And I'm going to keep expanding, until I either synchronise with the universe or I pop. Either's acceptable. Because life is a dharmic cycle, and I shall be reincarnated until I simply become a part of everything that is...

Yeah, things are going well.
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#1 11-23-2011 11:02 AM
You're perfection (: I loved this.