posted 08-16-2010 07:22 PM by
Hi. Ive been having a good time lately but this boy who i like has had a pointless fight with me and it seems that hes taking his annoyance about himself and making it about me because i made contact with him at a bad time. But hes an amazing friend and i would prefer being friends with him more than anything else. Im not expecting an apology but im expecting for him to make up for it in his own little way aswell as putting more effort into me and being like he used to be. But I believe I love him as a friend and like him as attractiveness and romantic relationship so therefore friendship is more important than love. If we stopped being intimate romantically that, well it wouldnt be fine, but if our friendship was to end I would be so much more devastated than the romantic way. Its been like over a week since we have spoken but I have a feeling he will break and try to be kind in a few days. If not Im not! Starting the conversation He was the one who started so why should I start to make it better? Needed to rant but yeah bedtime. Bye.