posted 04-10-2008 03:06 PM by
(insert all the fowl language you can imagine) After finsihing with the therapist who I had been with for a year, even though he wasnt the last one as he referred me to another but I left her asap as I did not like her and I felt absolutly fine!! I even had this warm, happy complete feeling inisde me all the time. This started slipping for no reason, maybe there was, but I was still ok like we cant feel great all the time, thats not normal either. These past couple of weeks my eating has taken a bender again, I think it started with eating competition me and some mates had, and the stress of changing jobs. Like I over ate on monday and tuesday I b/p even before those days Ive had alot of b/p. I thought after seeing this one therpaist for a year I would be fine like I understand and agree with everything he has said I cant thank hin enough for everything, but why do I still feel like this and do this, I just dont understand.
These are just some dates I need to remember, if you have read my post "frightening forgetting" then you will underastand.
19th-26th march 2,7,8/4