Percocet

[sleepingBeauty]

Hi. ive recently not done drugs for a while... not even weed. but when it comes to percocet... i love it.

any one else here addicted to perc?

. sorry about being such a spaz.

ive just been haveing a bad week,
can u guys do me a favor.

can u guys support this band on this forum.. i guess make up a user name. i jusst promised a friend of mine that i could get people to go to her forum and support her band,


i mean if u dont like the music dont do it. but if u do... it would be nice for her

her band is called valence

http://www.stateofemergency.net/forum/view...1bec5bec17efbed

[sleepingBeauty]

yeah i think im going to leave this site....

[thedyingpoeticLes15]

y do u wanna leave the site, wat's wrong?

-Les

[lydoshygirl]

it says that the page cant be found

[this pain is just to real]

:ph34r: Im really sorry sleepingbeauty for not replying to ur poasts i read them but i can never really relate... like drugs.. iv only done marijuana (i dont know if i spelt that right)and i only did it once so yeah i cant relate to this poast so i really dont know what to say or how to help..... if ur ever feeling depressed or nething and need to talk u can pm me though... i dont really know whatelse to say...But if u think this site can help u then i encourage u to stay because yeah... i dont want u missing an oprotunity for help ne way yeah... ummmm... now i dont know what else to say.. sorry but pm me ne time...

[sleepingBeauty]

Hey thanks a lot. I appreciate it

[only in dreams]

sleeping beauty...i read ur posts all the time but like this pain is just too real said, i cant relate to most of them. i have never done drugs but i try to read all the new posts. i jsut want u to no that even though ppl arent replying all the time u may have made a difference for them. i have learned from some many ppls experiences on this site including urs so thanks.

[sleepingBeauty]

ur welcome :ph34r:

[dancinchick7]

Yeah I agree- so don't leave we will miss u!...and we want to help u out! But- I can't on this one b/c I've only smoked weed.

[sleepingBeauty]

thats ok- i wont go. i want to stay here for the people like me who need someone to talk to about drugs.
even thier personal experiences.

they can always PM me since freedom of speech has been banned from our site. thanks to inrecovery!!!!!!!!!!

[dancinchick7]

HA HA- sorry that was just really funny! I won't say no more...

[sleepingBeauty]

dum dum dum dum :blink:

;)

[inrecovery]

I didn't know I had so much power.

[sleepingBeauty]

ya and all ur energy is waisted and gaining power on this stupid website.

cool one

[inrecovery]

I don't feel that my energy is wasted and I don't feel I am trying to gain power, but I doubt I'm going to change your perception of that.

[sleepingBeauty]

:blink: u are crazy

[inrecovery]

Depends what you mean by crazy.

[dancinchick7]

k- maybe u should just stop playing games inrecovery.

[thedyingpoeticLes15]

Will you guys plz stop fighting, it's getting kinda old now.................

-Les

[dancinchick7]

Actually- it was old a loooonnggg time ago.

[sleepingBeauty]

oh i thought it was fun while it lasted tho lol

[xcmrb32]

Originally posted by sleepingBeauty@Jul 12 2004, 09:36 AM
thats ok- i wont go. i want to stay here for the people like me who need someone to talk to about drugs.
even thier personal experiences.

they can always PM me since freedom of speech has been banned from our site. thanks to inrecovery!!!!!!!!!!
Like some of the others said... I've never even experimented with drugs, but I can always try and help in any way. I might not understand as much, but I'm willing to try.

I'll PM you sometime about my problems. Thanks for offering to listen to them. :)

[sleepingBeauty]

xcmrb Pm me anytime. id love to help. even tho i may do drugs- numerous amounts of people in my life have called me an old soul. and i will always be one.

[rstar18]

sleepingbeauty, in reply to the original qu, no, i'm not on perc, but i know someone who was. pm me sometime, 'cause i want to talk about it to someone... it's cool that you're here for that.

i'm an old soul too, and have been called that, though not in so many words (usually "freak" is its substitute- people <_< ).

[sleepingBeauty]

:wub:

[thedyingpoeticLes15]

sleepingbeauty, you are hilarious, you can PM me ne time!!!!!!!!!

-Les

[sleepingBeauty]

thanx doll! :D we should chill sometime...

you know i still have some perc left and i havent had any for a month.

( not to be praised, i have done other things)


but hey, at least i havent done perc! that was my original post

[thedyingpoeticLes15]

Yeah i remember the original post, b4 all the drama, LOL!!!!!!!!!!

-Les

[sparcalum]

Hiya SB -

I have never been on percocet, but my very first foray into 12-step recovery occurred back in 1989 for marijuana. As a result, I have not used it in over 15 years.

Sadly, I relapsed with alcohol in 1997 and it nearly killed me before God got me into treatment.

I had never used alcohol before that, and what I have come to believe is that while I have never used percocet, or a lot of other drugs, today I know that I could become addicted to it, and that I could die from it.

I kind of feel like I am living on borrowed time, cause I know that if I ever take one drink again, or one drug again, I will be dead. It is a terribly sad thought for me to think of my 3-year-old daughter asking "Where's Daddy", and her mother not even being able to explain it to her.

If I could give any advice, it would be that a drug is a drug is a drug, period. A lot of people might not consider alcohol a drug, or marijuana as a "safer" drug, but for me, they will all kill me. I have one disease that mainly rests in my mind, and manifests itself in dozens of different forms, including most recently, bulimia.

Thank God this forum does exist for me to express my thoughts and feelings, and more importantly, to hear how you guys are staying sober, staying clean, not binging and purging, not hurting yourself.

While I might not be "average" for this group, there has not been a single person I have seen posting here that I do not relate to in some way. For that, I am grateful.. :)

-Peace,
Bill

[sleepingBeauty]

Bill-

wow thats great that u are off drugs. and that u feel like u can relate to us, because we can relate to you.

Drugs are harsh- i know- its a love/hate relationship. The only reason ive been using and abusing so much is because i have a lot of pretty f**ked up sht going on right now- and that is my only escape.

i just cant deal with things with out drugs.

i dont think that im that far gone. and if people around me who see me everyday saw me far gone they would let me know

and if they didnt, then life is a lie