View Full Version : silently it waits for me

09-18-2006, 03:57 PM
I had 20 months sober and about a month ago started smoking pot. No one knows and I am a crack head so I am really afraid of using. Why did I think a little pot was ok. I am scared and I write here because no one nows me and that makes it easier will I loose evrything now that I have awakened the addict. I am so blessed why. why, why.